April 2011
11 posts
North Carolina
I have an opportunity
I could see my big brother again
Hug him tight
Tell him how proud I am of him
Smile and laugh at him…. with him…
and you are my only obstacle.
and it makes me sick.
I don’t understand how you can do this,
you know the score.
I’d trade a thousand sunny days
a million easy paths
to see him
one
more
time.
Time to breathe.
I love hot tea with lots of honey,
Arguing with the sister who never gets angry with me,
Horseback riding on windy days,
Dancing in the rain,
blaring Task on my van stereo,
the airless feeling of my legs after a two mile run,
the freedom of summer.
One week…
I am almost free.
“Hope by Emily Dickinson
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the...”
Hey Punk →
You are too many miles away, and I need a hug. A reminder of why I’m here.
I’m supposed to be strong,
driven, unstoppable.
Do you remember why?
Because I have forgotten.
I’m tired of feeling…
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Harsh words, guys. Especially toward someone you call a friend. If you are so quick to judge behind her back… what do you say about me when I’m out of the room?
I love you guys....
I miss Doha and waterfights,
Mindy and our late night talks.
Dane’s hugs, Rachel’s inspiration,
and Tori’s disinterested attitude towards authority.
I miss Katie and AK’s simple happiness.
I miss Cameron.
I miss Mattie ReRe’s nagging,
and Kole’s sense of humor,
Justin’s obnoxious shouting,
and Ryan’s adventures.
I want to go back to the...
Attention 'friends': Start acting like it. →
I need you to pull your head out of the sand,for one damn moment.
I’m utterly drowning,
unable to excel in a world ruled by
booze and sexuality.
I’m not even sure I want to excel here.
I just want…
apenguinstoleme:
Life would freeze or just a moment. Until I figure out where I’m going. What I’m doing. And the I want life to justgo by slow. It’s too short.
I feel the same way…. every day. It would be nice to be able to breathe again. I love you Mindy.
Dear Cam,
I can hear you,
your words ring in my ears,
echoing your lessons,
your songs keep you close.
I feel you in the sun, and the wind,
your words bring me peace,
focus.
I am strong
because I knew your love,
your grace,
your passion.
Dane was your best friend,
Rachel was your Lilly.
Did you love me the way you loved them?
I love you Cameron.
I’d give anything for a hug right...
